Been thinking..... wat do i really wanna achieve...

Juz had a chit chatting session with my "bf" aka best friend @ Cafe Cartel juz now... he's in a relationship now but he doesn't have strong feelings for the gal... he thinks the gal is perfect when settling things for her... will not have to worry anything if tasks are given to her....

It led to me thinking... should relationship be based on love or juz need to find someone u feel real comfortable with and can share with u anythin n everything???

I hope to find both...where i can be veri happi when i see him and someone whom i can share everything with...no secrets and we can move on with our life aiming for the same thing.... but will tat special someone appear? Or will i be like my "bf" having someone whom he thinks is ok as a gf....

Juz feel like writing my thought at the moment down....

I hope someday my fairy tale will come true!

My usual rountine!Blogging@ Changi

Yupyup flying again to Taipei.... this is like my 7th time business trip to Taipei? Mayb my last also... coz i might be letting go of my TW market and taking other responsibilities (requested by my boss)... So here i am @ 7.40am to wait for my flight to depart @ 8.45am bah... Will go to the Jade n flower market which i missed last time due to the big sickness...hope today got enuff time to explore some places which i have yet to go....

Then after tat got to meet my Jap boss @ the hotel for Hotpot dinner... Then stressed day @ the distributor on Monday!!! Hope all goes well n my boss won't pressure me tooooo much bah....

Few plp knew i'm flying coz few asked me.... quite sad abt tat.... meanwhile take care n smile (whoever is reading my blog accidentally hehehe)

More Updates...Trips & Future Plans...

Hi there! Since June my last blog been to TW for business trip again (yes again) and been to Pradise n back! Yupyup Redang island! A beautiful island with pure soft white sand and blue blue sky and clear sea! Realli luv the feeling there and altho it's a 16hr coach ride there... hahaha... will think again if i'm gg again mayb i will choose a faster transport (or got plp treat of course i dun mind la...)





Here are some pics :P

There's something else gg on with my life... has to make a decision to decide my future... my coy is intending to send me to Japan Nagoya...actually it's me who propose to my boss in TW during the last previous trip...be4 tat had been dropping hints to my Jap boss that i wan to go japan....Now i m thinking it twice coz my coy HR policy changed and i was wondering abt my promotion... wat do i wan to do in my life etc etc...Gg to Jp will definitely be an experience... so recently i m trying to find frenz to tok abt.... Most frenz encourage me to go.... (i was thinking do i make any difference in those frenz life who said Go go... ) then my ex colleague view is beta... saying tat wat i wan exactly or do i wan to stay in my coy long or not etcetc.... so tat's why i m pondering abt it recently....n i told my boss that i wan my promotion this oct be4 i can confirm i wan to go Jp.... Hhaha a big move hor...

K let's pray hard tat i will make the right correct decision..... Till next entry:)

A Moment To Remember....Luv forever...

Juz caught the show on tv yesterday night & as usual cried sooooo much.... It's realli a great show abt unconditional luv... was wondering if i would ever be showered with these kind of luv...

Forget sometimes can be a good thing....if i could also forget the bad things and remember the good i would be a much happier person... But i would nver want to forget my luv ones or the happy times... altho recently i've been not that happi or fortunate i guess....

Dun worry i'm not diagnosed with any disease or am gg to be dead soon.... it's juz that i'm in my usual self thinking tat no1 realli cares abt me.... y is it always i have to be the one to contact my frenz and they would nver contact me or ask me how m i one leh? Even my closest buddies seem to be drifting away also...no1 cares to even send an sms to check on me... think that everyone is busy with their lives bah...

Half a year has passed since 2008 and i'm still the same... no change....(maybe grow fatter n older liao bah) anything to look forward to? Trips bah...mayb end Sep i can go overseas...for travel and relax.... other then that realli nothing much....need sometime to regain my focus or wat's impt for my life...

Need to take good care of myself n luv myself more if i have not meet the one yet bah....

Take care everyone and cherish everyone and every happy moment!

Been awhile again.....

It's has been almost a year since i blog again.... Is watching Channel 8 now (the charity donation show for Sichuan earthquake victims)... feel tat i'm so insignificant...my probs compared to life n death prob is nothing.... As these few days my mood has not been the best (due to some heart probs), i feel tat i realli am sad for nothing...

Looking at the tv show, a man was in debris but he was so positive and wanted to stay alive for his wife and unborn child...(pause) those children whom lost their parents, no home, no food etcetc... i suddenly feel tat i shld not always think of my own thing...shld think abt others more...

Hope the living in China will hold on to their hope and be strong!

TBC....

Theme!!! My Group of Frenz!

Me and My real Bro.... How Kawaii?
Me n Buddies in Phuket.....
My JC Class!! Yeah 2C2!!!
Me With Pri Sch Frenz!
Hall 13 First Cheerleading Team!

Juz thought of a theme for my blog....Been browsing my photos and thought that from all these years think i have changed abit....mayb for the beta... (i certainly hope so) and i have quite different bunches of frenz...that's y i thought of sharing the photos and the wonderful moments i had... (when all were veri young) ehehhehe so if any of u guys or gals saw yr pics should feel happy k.... all are pretty and some handsome hahahaha....

Alot has happened....

Night at XiMengDing alone...... lots of plp rite?
Hello Kitty Shop! All Pink!
Pooh and Frenz at the airport!

Since last entry, i had changed a new job...in a totally new environment...been on a business trip and back recently also...

Nowadays life doesn't seem to be so interesting.... every weekdays is about work and weekends i try to rest as much as possible... Work is so overloaded tat sometimes i wonder if i can make pass probation...

Mayb i should encourage myself more tho? Things are not very bad also...i can get to go to Taiwan for business trips (but muz drink with distribtuors and dealers hahahaha....) But nowadays i don't have the time to catch up with my frenz also...sometimes i misses them but sometimes i was wondering if i'm the onli one whom thought so..... (Librans always like to think on both sides....that's me!)

K mayb show you guys some nice pics i took from Taiwan

This blog is like my private diary (online)...nver told any frenz (mayb for one) about this blog...

Till next entry again.... (thinking of mayb creating a theme for my blog or used it for earning money hahahah sell stuffs online...will anyone buy?)